Delft Ware – Dutch Pottery from the Netherlands

Six or seven years ago, Warren Myers visited me when I was living in a different apartment. He said he had been to The Netherlands and gave me a boxed set of teacups and matching saucers that he said were Dutch. I kept them in their box until I moved into this house when I took them out and put them on display in the kitchen. The tea set includes four tea cups and four matching saucers. They include a scene typical of Holland: a small farm with a lone windmill somewhere in the middle of the Dutch countryside.

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A few weeks ago, I turned one of the teacups upside down to see what it said on the bottom of the cup. Here is the inscription that reads the same on all four saucers and all four tea cups:




I had not read this inscription before, but I pulled all the cups and saucers out of their display case and carefully examined the illustrations on each one. They were all very similar, but not quite exactly the same because they were a matching set that had been hand painted. I did not know what DELFT SBL AUW 170 meant, but the “AUW” made me think of Auschwitz. I realized that the only thing Warren had told about the tea set was that they were Dutch and from Holland. He had told me nothing else and I had thought nothing of it, until now.

My “uncle” by marriage on Shirley E. Myers side is Dutch. Both of his grandparents were said to have been born in Holland. I tried to think of what DELFT SBL AUW 170 might mean. I looked at DELFT and thought of the word deft in English. Deft in English means dexterous or nimble; deft hands, deft mechanic. I thought of my uncle and how he had been drafted for the Houston Oilers while he was in college. The SBL I think refers to the color, sable, usually a mix of light and/or dark brown colors. My uncle had mostly a combination of light and dark brown hair. The AUW could only stand for Auschwitz, and the number, 170 must have been their number at the concentration camp in Poland where the Nazi’s initiated a human breeding program. The stamp on the bottom of my tea set from “Holland” meant these teacups were hand painted by someone who was kept as a prisoner at Auschwitz and used in their human breeding program or Nazi War Machine from WWII. Presumably this person was my Uncle Harold’s mother.


“Delft” means “Dutch” in English.

Here’s What Happened At One AM

I keep thinking things are winding down in the house next door, but so far no one has left Spc 64. I still hear the incessant, nonstop, mindless babbling from various people who refuse to stop threatening me, targeting me, and harassing me. There is no deadline that I am aware of. I cannot say for sure when these people will leave the house next door and I will be more or less free to pursue my own job/dream/career again.

My last blog post I started a summary of what has happened in Spc 64 since August of 2016. I reached December and was about to start January 2017 when it became much more difficult. At the moment, there are a few people being dealt with. These include:

Chris/Travis – “Ran” the Bayer lab in Berkeley since the 60s. Jeff Myers ran his “legalized speed program” out of this lab and Warren Myers worked their for a period of time in the early 90s.

James Songster – a cousin on Shirley E. Myers side who persists in harassment/sexual harassment

Alma Zaldivar(Angeles)  – refuses to stop talking (i.e. babbling incessantly using her headset)

white, males ??? – there are a few white males who persist in the same relentless, verbal harassment and “stalking.”

Obviously, the problem is the same. Whoever is in Spc 64 should not be using a headset or else should have the volume turned down to a level below where I cannot hear their voice over here from where I am in Spc 65.


Here’s what happened at 1am this morning: I woke up. I heard Jim say, “Listen.” [White male] presumably turns volume up as loud as possible on his headset, “I said I wasn’t gonna come.” Initiates an hour-long argument based on his behavior, with the end result of disturbing every single other person in the house. After that incident, Alma Zaldivar decided to start talking incessantly, at more or less the same volume (i.e. turned up as loud as possible). I lay awake in bed listening as people took turns shouting out, in order to disturb me as much as possible.

I repeated the same thing I’ve been saying (and screaming, yelling, swearing, cursing and writing on this blog) since 2011. Which is basically that having to listen to their stupid, shitty, voices nonstop every waking moment of my life drives me crazy. Their problem is they don’t care.

I told them I know who they are. I told them I know their names. I told them they would never get away with what they are doing. I told them I will make them pay for what they did to me for the past 15 years. I told them they will never forget that this happened for whatever time remains of their pathetic, miserable existence.

For some reason, Alma seems to think she is editing this blog post. ??? So, as I sit here writing, she is repeating (almost) exactly the same words that I am typing. As soon as I finished writing the previous paragraph. She handed off (or seemed to have handed off) a piece of paper with the paragraph I had just written on it to someone else for review.

She seems (and I write “seems” because I cannot actually visually see over there) to be partially in conversation with the other people in the house with her, and partially repeating everything I am writing. She wanted to make sure I included “Ms. Skeleton” bitch as the person who types up (or used to type up) everything I “thought” on her/their Twitter feed. Then she felt very proud of herself for making sure “Ms. Skeleton Bitch” was included.

Anything else?

I looked for a selfie of Alma back when I knew her but didn’t find anything. She seems extremely persistent in her incessant talking although I’m not sure exactly why. The problem is if she stops, then almost immediately, a (presumably white) male immediately starts.

Ultimately, what the Spc 64 Cult did was turn murder, and other various types of “terrorist” acts into a joke or a game. At some point in time, they started making lists of what they considered “terrorist acts,” and used these specific activities or else persuaded other people to use these activities to terrorize me. These “terrorist acts” include the use of the headsets at a volume where I can here their voices, terrorist acts they defined themselves, as well as what would be considered more “typical” terrorist acts such as the use of bombs, knives, guns, choking. Other terrorist acts include stalking both on foot and by car, as well as threats and intimidation.

I gave up and decided to roll a joint and smoke marijuana at 3AM.

How Much Longer?

What’s happening with the “residents” at Spc 64? Since August 2016, the house next door (Spc 64) has been used for different reasons:

August – The first narcotics shipment (drug bust) sat inside Spc 64 for weeks. The heroin was laced with tetracycline.

September – Jeff Myers had his first seizure in a wheelchair (sitting in front of a police car) out on Tasman arguing over Biden’s VP Executive Order. Warren & Sue Myers argued out on the sidewalk on Tasman for a few months. Ms. Creampie showed up.

October – the debates were when Donald Trump showed up in Spc 64. He stayed for a week maybe until Donald Rumsfeld came looking for him. He performed online with Ms. Creampie when the front room had a bed in it. I think they raised a lot of money.

November – My entire “family” plotted my kidnapping attempt and then sent me an email “wishing I had joined them for Thanksgiving dinner”, even though they were right across the street!

December  – A second narcotics shipment comes in and the Zaldivar’s come by Spc 64 to pick up their narcotics. Meanwhile, Savannah sniffs everything wherever we go.



Changing Karma

What is karma and how can we change it? Karma is not a Judeo-Christian concept. It is rooted in Indian myth, Brahmanism, Buddhism, Hinduism and other Eastern Philosophies. Karma includes the idea of reincarnation or past lives, a notion that is absent from Judeo-Chrisitan societies and religions.

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Karma is the cumulative effects or results of all our actions or causes, good or bad, over countless lifetimes until the present. The way we create karma is through our thought, word and action. Each thought we think, word we speak and action we take, for good or ill or anywhere in between, results in an effect. Although we may not see an immediate effect after making a “good” cause or a “bad” cause, this does not mean that we will not feel the effects of our own causes, choices, decisions at some future time.

It is similar to a person sticking their finger into a candle flame. The person’s finger gets burnt because they stuck their finger into the flame of a lit candle. This is common sense. With less visible, direct actions, especially those considered “thought” or “word,” perhaps the consequences or effects are also less visible, especially if they are not immediate.