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Happiness

The past few days have been good days, especially in terms of my symptoms. Every time my husband asked me if I had heard any voices that day, I always was able to say “No!” It’s such a relief not to hear anything. I think I was getting to the point of acceptance, meaning that…
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Negativity

One afternoon, at the suggestion of my husband, I wrote down everything I heard the voices say. I took a sheet of notebook paper, and while I was writing articles on the computer, I would pause periodically to make a note about what I heard the voices say in my head. This was awhile ago,…
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Karma

Recently, and in the past, I have heard the voices say to me (usually when I am chanting), “You can’t change your karma!” I do not believe this. The Buddhism that I practice teaches that we can change our karma, and that we can use our experiences, both negative and positive to learn from, and to…
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Good Days & Bad Days

Yesterday at my group therapy session, we talked about the difference between good days, and bad days. What makes a good day a good day? What makes a bad day a bad day? We discussed this for a little bit, and I realized something about what the difference is between my good days and my…
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Why Are You Doing This To Us?

Several times over the past few months, I have heard this question asked by the voices in my head. “Why are you doing this to us?” It makes me think sometimes that I have actually done something to them, that I shouldn’t have done. In reality, all I have really done is try to ignore what…
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