Tag: voices

Aftercare

After I was released from my third hospitalization in early May of this year, I spent about five days at an adult social rehabilitation facility. We agreed that this would be part of my aftercare, as it would help prevent relapse. It seemed like a good idea, but I did not like being there. There […]

Restraining Order?

Earlier this morning while I was chanting, I heard a voice trying to explain that the reason why they had to follow me from a distance, and could not get any closer to me, was because a restraining order had been filed against them, prohibiting them from getting any closer to me. I remember in […]

Another Week in the Psychiatric Unit

When I was admitted to the hospital for the third time, I didn’t even really feel like I belonged there. I thought all the other patients were there for legitimate reasons except for me. I had really begun to believe in the reality that my voices were creating, and as long as I thought of […]

My Third Hospitalization

The third time I was hospitalized was about four months ago. I remember waking up in the morning after my husband had gone to work with a paranoid feeling of dread. The voices were telling me that if I didn’t leave my husband and fly immediately to my parents’ house and move back in with […]

We’re Not Going to Give You Anything to Write About!

I woke up this morning and as I was walking back from putting more money on our laundry card, I heard a voice in my head saying, “We’re not going to give you anything to write about!” I could only assume they meant my blog. Since I just started posting to my blog, I have […]